I'm pissed. Really angry. At almost everyone and everything. Certain topics and things and people just tick me off, and I never get really angry, but right now I'm so so mad. It's just been a very bad weekend. Friday I got in an accident, Saturday I babysat a bunch of whiny kids, and today I got yelled at my dad because my 14 year old brother was lecturing me on babysitting so I called him out on it. RAWR teenaged fustration. I hate being treated like a baby, like I can't handle myself like I don't know what I'm saying. I hate it when people who don't know anything talk down to me. I hate it. Certain times, I bring it upon myself, but when I'm trying to tell you something thats bothering me, do not lecture me and tell me I'm stupid for feeling that way. This is why I have trust issues, because I don't know who I can talk to or not. My trust bubble is increasingly shrinking. I guess this is growing up. The realization that I truly only have myself. I guess my independent side will have to take hold for awhile.
Anyways, the begginning of my day was fun. I liked working at the village with Jen and Janna and going out to eat with them at Kruse & Muers. I enjoy occasionally hanging out with new people. Its a nice inviting change. Not that I don't love my group of friends, its just I like to hear other voices sometimes. I never really believed in being exclusive to one clique.
Only 2 more days.... thank the lord almighty!
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