Friday:
School, blahhhhhhhhh. I took a few tests, did an impromptu, blah blah boring. I've learned to like thrid lunch though, I just need to be more optimistic. After school, Aimee Ryan Dalton Matt and I went to White Castle then to Aimee's to chill and watch ghetto fisherman tv shows :] Then I went home for food, and on my way to Dalton's, of course I got in an accident. Great, story of my life right?
Saturday:
I woke up at like 1 o clock, and my body was aching. I have no idea why, but I felt like I had just been tackled by giant football linebackers. I just hurt. Then my mom made me clean, then I babysat for a good 6 hours. I better make some good money, I'm expecting 100 dollars, if not I'll be pissed. My mom did get drunk and buy me Bamboozle tickets though :] That was a good things, and then Aimee and Amanda came over for a little bit and Aimee said some crazy things.. I love her.
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"Its called destiny. It’s called integrity. It’s called YOU. It comes in the form of every boy and girl, it’s just up to each and everyone of us to let it out. Scream, live, and believe at the top of your lungs. Mediocrity is NOT okay. We can be more than that." -- Alex Deleon
Seriously, this quote stood out to me so much when I read it. Usually artist's blogs are all about their tour and them partying and are never their real thoughts, but Alex's is great. I can't wait to see him at Bamboozle to tell him how much I love reading his blog. It really inspired me to write this one. Because that is how I live, I just go, I do and say what I want. And I tend to get a little over the top, but you only live once, so I live for the moment. At least I try, I am a worrier, and I need to quit it. Worrying to much makes me feel insecure and I do not like that. I am very insecure as it is, and I need to stop it, because people like ME, not the character I create for the masses. I'll come out of my shell, it might take a while, but I'll emerge.
Lately music has been driving me crazy. Like inspiring me crazy, making me want to do crazy things. Like go to Disneyland or Vegas or the beach or just drive around and be outside and look at the stars. One day I'm going to do that. This summer, I'll set up my awesome little green army tent that I've inherited from my father, grab a bunch of people who will appreiciate it and just lay on my back and watch the stars. God, summer seems like a good idea now.
Anyways here are the amazing lyrics from "San Dimas High School Football Rules" by The Ataris. I'm hooked on this song
Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland,
Went on all the rides, didn't have to wait in line.
I drove you to your house where we stared up at the stars
I listened to your heartbeat as I held you in my arms.
We hung out at the rainbow where we drank til' half past two.
Nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm with you.
Like crashing a hotel room or leading up to that first kiss
Or searching for a high school that you know doesn't exist...
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