this blog makes me laugh....

but when noone answers texts or calls when im having a deep moment i take to this thing because its an outlet, and a conversation starter XD

i really wish disney movies were real
i wish i could believe in prince charmings and fairytales, and happy endings
where the bad guys always loose
where there is even a little bit of good in everyone
where even if someone leaves you they always come back in the end
where in the end everyone can smile and laugh at the silly twists in the plot as they look into the future.

but it doesnt always work that way
people lie, cheat, steal, betray, leave, and die.
some lie not only to themselves but their loved ones
some cheat not only others, but themselves
some steal just because they can
people will betray you to get ahead
friends, family, and lovers will leave
and eventually we will all die.


but it got me thinking, why can't we at least strive to see the world through "disney eyes"
why cant we believe in prince charmings, happy endings, and love?
what is stopping us from being the best people we can be?
what is stopping us from saying kind words, loving without consequence, and trusting what our hearts tell us?
yes, the real world, is a cruel place, and most go out into it with a negative attitude. and we DO have lots of real world things to be afraid of.
but why can't we start each day just purely believing in the good in each other?
of course there are the murderers, the liars, the cheaters, the backstabbers, the rapists.
but are we really that skeptical and tainted and close minded to go out into the world sheltered and afraid of miniscule possibillities? (here comes the skeptics chiming in with their facts on rape and murder, lets think outside of pure logic and reason here, we arn't vulcans.)

i want to just believe! for so long ive been so skeptical and cautious and scared to just love! not romantically, but just in general, to show how passionate i am about well, everything!
i want to believe in the good of every person
i want to believe in prince charmings and happy endings
i want to smile just because i can
i want to take advantage of every single waking second i have left on this earth, because only god know how much time i have left.
i want to love freely, undeniably, unconditionally, passionately, and happily.
for everyone in the world. everyone i meet, i wish them the best. no matter what
because everyone deserves their own happy ending.