is it possible for someone to hurt so bad that they finnally start removing themselves from those hurtfull situations? i definetly think it is possible. because im catching myself doing it.
its so weird that to have this underlying depression.
its eating me. making me less and less social.
i dont want to be the stupid girl. i dont want to be the crazy one
i want to be me.
ive never been more done with my former self.
i hate that girl
i hate that girl who let herself be walked all over all the time
i deserve more than that. i really fucking do.
im just way to fucking secure with myself now
god. im just venting. tommarow will be a better day. going to the movies with my grandpa and a bike ride with the family. a perfect excuse to burn calories and get away from the people who are slowly ruining my self esteem.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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